Ponder

The more my life goes not the more I learn about myself and at the same time the more frustrated I get. Life is about finding yourself, but in my life it is about waiting for someone to point out my flaws and teach me a lesson with them. I know I am not perfect but just one I would like to permission to think I am. Arrogance is a virtue that many forget about, I just want to live my life how I want, not feeling like I have to prove myself, change my attitude towards things, give people second chances, or be someone I am not. I just want to be ME. Me, Kayla from Iowa, who loves volleyball, art, and fresh cut grass. And the only people I want in my life are people with similar interest, that have no motivation to change me. Why is that so hard to find?